Oh wait. Found the brownies my mom
Made tonight. Will eat two of these on my way up to my bedroom

Forgot to eat dinner tonight. And now it’s almost 11.

So no dinner for me. Instead I’m going to bed.

Can’t wait to hear my little girl’s heartbeat again :)

We took the boat out for a couple hours :) it was nice. I was the only one to get in the water tho … The water was chilly … The only reason I did was cause I had to pee lol.

I got a little burnt so that stinks :/

When I get home I get dessert :) my mom made homemade brownies. Yum.

Going to the lake tomorrow with Matt and his parents :) gonna go out on the boat :)

Got 7 new outfits for Emma today :) well actually Matt’s parents got them a little while ago … But I just now brought them to my house to wash and put in her dresser. They Are really cute. Sooo cute. I love little girl clothes.

All of the clothes we have are newborn (but we only have like five of those and they’re onesies not outfits) or 0-3 months. I think we have like two articles of clothing for over three months.

We wanna wait and see how big or little she is before getting many of those bigger sizes. The weather will change and Georgia is weird. It could be really cold when she is three months (october) or it could be super hot or somewhere in the middle.

But yay for clothes. She’s going to be one stylish baby … At least for the first three months :)

You can ask me anything and I’ll answer honestly, but only with yes or no. 

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I’m sorry but if you don’t want to “watch me bitch and complain for my whole pregnancy” then please unfollow me. Like fucking damn. I hate the way I look. I’ll say it as many times, as many ways, and in as many languages as I want. So shut the fuck up.

Is it awesome that I’m pregnant? Yep. Am I carrying a life inside my body? Yep. Do I understand the need to gain weight so baby is healthy? Yep.

That does not mean I have to feel awesome about gaining the weight ok. Who wants to get on the scale and see it say 30 pounds more than thy have ever been in their entire life? No one. I get I’m having a baby. And I love her more than anything already.

But yes I’m ready to have my body back.

I’m ready to not run out of breath an get sore and tired from doing the simplest things. I’m ready to not be hormonal. I’m ready to have her here.

If you don’t like my posts … Unfollow me. Now. I don’t give a fuck what you think. This is my blog and I’ll say what I want.

Thanks :)

Lunch with Matt was good … Until I started crying at the table.

I’m so hormonal it’s insane. He thought I was mad at him and that he did something wrong. He didn’t. I’m just crazy.

I wanna feel pretty again. I wanna be skinny. I feel like I was so much prettier five years ago when Matt first met me and I was 16. I wanna fit in my cute clothes and be skinny.

This morning everything I tried on looked like shit. I literally wear a variation of the same maternity shirt everyday and I hate it :/ I wanna wear my cute clothes again.

And I’m always in pain. My stomach and back hurt.

My toe is broken and hurts so bad.

I can’t sleep anymore :/ I have insomnia and I’m always hot and sweaty.

And I’m hormonal.

I feel bad that i cried at lunch. In public. But Matt made me feel better, as best he could. I’m just ready to not be pregnant and to have my baby here.

And I wanna live with him so bad… :/

Meeting Matt for lunch in a little bit. He called and was like “what are you doing?” and I said “bout to leave.” and he goes “you showered and everything already”

Uh excuse me?! You don’t need to ask if I’ve showered. I showered last night so no I haven’t showered this morning and I’m not goin to. I will tonight. It hasn’t even been 24 hours.

An why are you even asking? It’s not like I don’t shower and you have to make sure I do.

Whatever

Guess who woke up on the wrong side on the bed this morning?

Give you a hint … He’s my boyfriend And his name rhymes with cat.

Is rocking this weekend! Beauty and the beast last night. Bring it on this morning. Woo

The fighting is really starting to get old. My entire fucking dash is covered in circumcision drama. Yesterday it was breast feeding drama.

Everyone needs to chill the fuck out. If you are sending anon hate to someone telling them how horrible of a mother they will be do you really think that’s goin to make them change their mind on whatever issue it is? NOPE!

And who cares!? It’s not your baby. Leave it alone. These are stupid causes of arguments. Either way baby will be happy, loved, and safe. We’re not talking about whether mom should do drugs or drink while pregnant (something that could actually hurt baby) were talking about breastfeeding and circumcision.

They’re options for a reason. Everyone has their own preference and can choose to do whatever they want and feel is best for them and their baby.

We all have our opinions. But that’s what they are … Opinions. So leave everyone alone about it and stop trying to shove your opinions down these girls’ throats. Especially while behind a grey face.